Arabic to English Art/Literary Poetry & Literature

Hi Everyone,

I'm working on a Palestinian novel. I'm not what the difference between these two are in this context.

The context is that this is between a mother and daughter.

في الأيام التي لا نتعاطى فيها البكاء والعناد والمماحكة بين آرائك النبيلة غير الرشيدة وأفكاري التي عاثت فيها الأيام تقلّبا وانقلاباً نتخاصم....

So is this basically saying:
And my thoughts which the days have damaged/have been disturbed with each day, turning this way and that, flipped upside down, we fight ...

Thank you!